Homeward bound

I love mexico, as I am sure you can already tell and just the thought of going home right now makes me want to cry. How can I leave this place? I think about it and my heart breaks, it feels like I have sooo much time left, and then I look forward and realize I don't. Allan is leaving on Tuesday and I was looking at him last night and it litterally felt like I just met him yesterday. It also feels like just last week I was calling mom and confessing that I didnt know if I could last 250 more days. Now here I am with thirteen days left and I'm grabbing every moment.