166 or 168

Okay so it's time I confess.... I tell people I way 166 which is 1 pound away from what I weighed when I came home. Well when I came home the YMCA scale said 163 and the YMCA scale adds on three more pounds from the doctors scale. So while I've been telling everyone 166 the YMCA scale has always said 168. So it's times I stop lying to myself. I mean hell ill still drop the number by three and tell people something different. but my weight is my business... so yea

hmmmm

I've been keeping busy lately so I haven't had time to THINK about IT. Meeting new people is always cool and I've been busting my rump on trying to get into college because i really need to do that. and I need to find a job. hmmm.... well last weekend was a BLAST zach and I both got what we needed me: to have intamecy without feeling easy and him: to get laid, seems we both came out on top. I think we are going back up there in a few weeks not too sure. Just thought id update.

Rain

it's a rainy day, and I don't mean that metaphoricly, I mean it's litteraly rainy, thunder and all. Kind of nice really, I mean a day where I can just do nothing (even though I'll do something). I don't have any homework though, which is good, I mean I just need to study for a few tests that I have this week, but not too worried about it. Still miss Mexico, which still sucks. But due to the drop in gas prices tickets are really well priced, like $530 round trip, so I might try and buy the tickets before too long. I went to a film festival on Friday and that was actually REALLY cool, and go to meet Geroge A. Romero which was pretty cool. Kind of inspired me to actually try and make a movie. Ah well, I'm going to get off here. Wish me luck this week. Ciao

do to me your worst

Just got back from the YMCA. I hadn't been all weekend and I really worked it today. Okay well not as hard as some might work out but it was a pretty good workout for me. I'm down to 166, woo hoo almost to when I came back. Things are getting easier, it doesn't suck any less but it sucks alot less often. I really do wish I had some idea of what I was going to do with my life because right now I haven't a clue... I mean I know but I.... oh screw it. Things are falling into a pattern here in a sense, all the while I'm trying to get out. I need to get a job soon, mom fired me, lol. It is kinda funny. Well I gotta get home and do some homework, wish me luck. Buenas Noches los todos