so yea

Ugh.... Ive been in Europe since may and its been good. Spain was okay, and Paris was absolutly amazing, I really loved it. so far Dublin has been going good as well, mostly Ive just been drinking, which sounds bad and it is but Ive been having a good time. Anyway... boys are stupid, its quiet funny. When a girl and a few guys are just hanging out, its not a big deal, its whatever, but then the girl friend comes around and they act completely different. Im sorry but I think thats bull shit. I mean if I was dating a guy I wouldnt flirt with guys or whatever and then act differently when my sig. other was around. I mean Id just be me and if people cant take that, its not my fucking problem. Part of me is ready to go home, a very very small part, the part deep inside, but then theres another part that cant even imagine how much I will miss Spain and being completely free of rules. Maybe this is growing up... I need more money, I need to get a job.... arg