Mi corazon

Ok so it seems the guy I liked in Mexico didn't like me... but his friend does.. hmm. Been doing college crap lately and today my head was on overload so Im shutting it down and letting the heart take over. Heavy heart tonight. I'm baby sitting tomorrow for a bunch of kids ALL DAY. it wont be that bad. Money to use next weekend when I go see counting crows in concert... which should be good. Ugh things have just been happening lately that just make me want to run screaming. But that wont help any (well it never has thus far). Im still not done with college stuff, but Im close, and chicago is coming up soon. Woo hoo! I got my hair cut the other day, I like it, nothing drastic just a trim. Seems people are finally realizing that I have changed sense before mexico. My grandma told my mom that when they came to see me I was exactly the same but she can see now that I've grown up alot. so whatever. well Im going to get off here, buenas noches y dulces suenos

Changes

So I painted the room, its really purple but I like it. I'm still working on getting the furniture where I want it. Then come July I'm going to diet and work out like CRAZY. I need to lose some lbs Ive gained sense I got back and then some. Got poison Ivy and that SUCKS so I did the whole medicen thing a couple weeks ago, but it didnt work and now my ankel is all swolen and mom doesnt want me walking on it. Which means I get to go back and see Doc Ryan again today. I dont mind much though, doctors offices dont get to me too much. Ive been working on the novel and college aplication crap alot lately. I need to do college essay crap today, Im hoping to have the first aplication in by friday at the Chicago Institute of Art. Yea wish me luck. Well I'm going to go watch Fox and the Hound DVD (chloes at camp so im borrowing it). I'll try to write again soon. Ciao

Reinvention

So I'm still adjusting a bit, and yes I still cry from time to time. Just the same though Im finding a way to become who I was there and who I should be here, finding a way into putting that into one person. It's taking time but Im doing it. Reinvention I guess in a sort. First Im cleaning my room and designing that how I want it, then I'm going to get to looking how I want, and lastly and along the way and figure out what part I shall play for the next seven months until I go to college. Seems I chose to play a park in Mexico and I was told I gave an Oscar worthy performance, so I just have to make a new character. Wish me luck...

Reinvention

So I'm still adjusting a bit, and yes I still cry from time to time. Just the same though Im finding a way to become who I was there and who I should be here, finding a way into putting that into one person. It's taking time but Im doing it. Reinvention I guess in a sort. First Im cleaning my room and designing that how I want it, then I'm going to get to looking how I want, and lastly and along the way and figure out what part I shall play for the next seven months until I go to college. Seems I chose to play a park in Mexico and I was told I gave an Oscar worthy performance, so I just have to make a new character. Wish me luck...