lately

Ive been thinking about mexico ALOT lately. It's hard. I called Javi the other day, it was good to talk to him, I hadnt talked to him sense I've been home. I was thinking about it today and I thought if I could give anyone the best advice on the after shock of youth exchange, I think the best thing I could say is to keep breathing. Take it one step at a time, litterally one foot infront of the other and no matter how much it hurts being here, I'll get through it. Well the whole cross country thing didn't work out so well. But hey I gave it three weeks. School is school and nothing else, I'm working my hardest to get through it. Well I found out a friend from Mexico is sick, and that really got me down, Im hoping to maybe go down there for a little bit in December, and spend New Year down there. I would so LOVE to do that. I mean you don't even know. So while I am working at Perchhill I'm trying to get an extra job so I can maybe go. Oh I don't know. Mom says I'm crazy but she hasn't a clue of what I'm going through inside. Im writitng about Mexico now, not all at once like I had initally planned but a little at a time, litte stories, and writing the first one is kind of hard. The first one is when I met Oscar :(. Well Im gonna go. bye